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Mungkin nanti, 50 tahun dari kini, aku selalu ingat tanggal lahirmu, dan tak mempedulikan berapa umurmu.

Mungkin nanti, berpuluh puluh tahun lagi, kau dan aku bergandeng tangan, saling menemani check up kesehatan

Mungkin nanti, berpuluh tahun lagi, kau mulai pikun, dan aku akan sabar mengingatkanmu sembari kita buka lagi album kita semasa muda

Mungkin nanti, berpuluh tahun lagi, kita akan bersama ke toko mainan, bingung cari hadiah untuk cucu kesayangan

Mungkin nanti, berpuluh tahun lagi. Kau atau aku, selalu menyiapkan obat yang wajib diminum setiap hari 

Mungkin nanti, berpuluh tahun lagi, entah kau memakai kursi roda atau berjalan dengan tongkat. Aku akan selalu berada selangkah di dekatmu

Mendamba merenta bersamamu 

All of a sudden I feel like I’ve run out of words and letters and phrases and pens and paper to express everything I’ve ever felt about you.

Lately I’ve been too drunk, too hungover, too stupid, too cryptic, too unreachable, too angsty, too obtuse, too arrogant, too excessive, too tired, too lustful, too mad to give you a good impression of myself.

It doesn’t seem to matter though, because you still smile at me between glances.

Maybe this is misplaced affection

I really don’t know

My heart is like a ticking time bomb waiting to explode

I never thought moments like this could quite take your breath away,

but here we are,
falling endlessly.

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This is How I Feel
Whenever I’m With you
Everything is all about you
To Good To Be True..

Somehow I just can believe
You can Lie Your Eyes On Me
If this is a Fairytale
I wish you will and Happily

Eventhought We are apart
I can Feel You here next to me
Here and I, I would Love
Stay With Me..

Let me Love you
With all My Heart
You are the One for me
You are the Land
and My Soul

Let me Hold you
With My Arms
I Wanna feel Love again
I Wanna feel Love again
I Wanna feel Love again
And I Know, love is you

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Ted Mosby

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aseptia:

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.

You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.

They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.

There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby.

Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible.

You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

—-bob marley—-

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sadgenic:

Kalau kamu ada di sini. Aku harap pintu itu menghilang, agar kau menetap dan tak kembali pulang.

Kalau kamu ada di sini. Aku harap hujan tak akan pernah berhenti, agar senyummu tetap bisa menyelimuti hati.

Kalau kamu ada di sini. Aku harap waktu berhenti, agar detik bersamamu terasa abadi.

Kalau kamu ada di sini. Berceritalah semaumu. Setiap pori dinding akan merekam. Gemanya akan terngiang, tertabung di ingatanku.

Kalau kamu ada di sini. Aku tak akan takut pada gelap lagi.

Kalau kamu ada di sini. Tempat ini akan menjadi lokasi ternyaman di dunia yang pernah dimiliki bumi.

Kini, kuharap segala kalau itu menghilang dan terlebur bersama sepi.

Kamu. Aku. Benar benar ada di sini.

Jakarta, 11 Agustus 2011

” How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall “

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

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